Acting Innocently In Fight

 Acting Innocently In Fight

                When I was young, I was always grappling with other children. It doesn't mean much if scratching each other like a children without purpose. When I was teenage, I was always fighting with other teenage, it is because of I was bullied. When I was adults, I try to encourage myself to be brave, to fight with anyone who are  trying to be destroyer, I am very confident that I am right because I am defending myself, my race and my country. Up to here, you would seem like listening to a Marvel Heroic story, but actually it is reality we are facing in Malaysia.

               About 10 year old, I learn about nationalism when I was young after watching movie "Wong Fei Hong" episodes 1, 2, and 3. Before Jet Li retired from the movie series, I learned the last few word from it. "You won a Singer Competition, but you lost your country!! ". I still remember I was tearing by that time, I was tearing because how stupid are warriors who fight with other when their real enemy is aiming to destroy their country. I still remember vividly the story plot in my mind until today, and always remember that it is a cruel of real life. To be more strength in this competitive environments, lost and win just a normal case in life. Experiences would make you stronger every time you wake up from defeat. Although you are eagerly to win, but you are not always victorious to fight against destroyer. Therefore, you must know when to retreat from battle, when you are realize that you are not strong enough in the combat. The Chinese idioms always remind us that still remains in the forest without worrying no burning wood to find. But, don't be stupid like what the HongKonger always say that grab a handful of sand when you fall to comfort yourself. It is just cheating yourself from reality, and show yourself to all that you afraid of lost.

               Fighting without losing is good, but fighting without mission is bad. You spend all your time and exert all your power, expense all your money, but do not achieve any result at the end of the days, people will start to inquire you. It is undeniable that acting innocently like a children in the situation of danger, to some extent, it can save your life, and keep some face for yourself. Haha, I tried this many time when I back home with a low grade in exam during my school time. But, still being rod. At least, my parent could read my thinking that this was my stupid normal human reaction to afraid of being rod. Better than other just gave up and dump their bag in their trash bin. But, it cannot help much to improve yourself to achieve.

                When people fight for poverty, we just follow to fight for poverty. When people starting fight for democratic, we just follow to fight for democratic. When people fighting for feminism, we also fully support it. However, the reality telling us that people are poorer than before, could not afford to own house, car, education, have own children and family. The development of the economic have diverted us into world which we are more helpless to help ourselves. The theory of game determine we are defeated since we were born in this business world. What we have to fight for in order to have better tomorrow. The environment will not change because of us, only us adapt to the changes to survive ourselves. It is a kick-off competition, in each competition, only the survivor gain all, the loser would gain nothing. Should we still fight against bribery to save the country to change our fate? or Just make a rod for our own back.

                I hope that a superman would appear to save us in one day. Or you allow me to act as my own "Wong Shi Fu" to save myself. This is just a tiny hope which shine a light in the front way to let us continue to walk forward in normal life. Act innocent is just a coward,  the intelligence is face challenge bravery without stepping backward.